I woke up from a funny dream today. I dreamt I was lavender and purple and I had these massive, swooping faerie wings. In my dream I was flying over the Kadoatery and I remember that the kads were all staring at me with their giant eyes. Most of them stopped crying when they saw me. Weird.

I think I had that dream because I was thinking about what Kharlos told me before I went to bed. He said that our classmates in the Mystery Island training school were calling me "princess" behind my back. Kharlos told me they made it sound like a bad thing. And I got really upset when Kharlos wouldn't even tell me who exactly were calling me that. Gah!

Diary, what do you think it means? Do you think this will be like the Beauty Contest all over again? Remember when Mom was preparing me for my first Beauty Contest when I just couldn't do it. I was afraid everyone would not like me? I think I feel like that again.

Sometimes I hate having to be around people. It's so nice just to be with my Cher. She just purrs and smiles all the time. No drama! Gold Maukets are the best!

Mom tells me to love myself and to be confident. She told me to wear what I want and be a nice Kougra lady. I think I'm doing all that.

Do you think all my classmates are jealous because I'm so pretty? I mean, it's kind of rare to see young spotted Kougras around. Usually the ones you see are old. But I carry my color well. I love it.

And so what if I have long brown hair? I mean, I don't need to tie it when I'm at school. I can train my strength and defense with my hair down. I just shower after when it gets a bit sweaty! Why tie it and look so ordinary? I don't want to look like everyone else!

Kids in school are funny. I don't have many friends, diary. You're my only friend. You and Cher and of course my siblings... but they do their own thing. I don't like being the youngest, sometimes.

Sigh. So that was my day, diary. School is hard. Not just the lessons, or dealing with scary Techo Master... And no, not just trying to keep all my codestones in my Doglefox Purse. It's just hard trying to fit in. I know it's only been a week, but I want to make friends so bad! I wish it were easy, like in the story books! I can't wait to have a whole bunch of friends!

So anyway, yeah, I will keep on being my fabulous self! There is nobody else I can be anyway, so I have to make sure I start and end each day with a smile!

Oops! I have to go, diary, I can't be late for school! Maybe the next time I write you I will be telling you about my new friends! Wouldn't that be great? Wish me super super luck!

Love lots, Your Bestie, Kourtney

P.S. Happy Kougra Day! Yay me!!!